The hero of my own life...

I wrote a blog once. It wasn't a happy ending.
In fact, it was a happy starting but it got miserable on the way through and abandoned in the end. And , here I go, another new blog. Cross my finger that this is going to be a good one.
At least not as miserable as the one before.

Ive been wondering, like why? After such a long time, why do I start to write again?
Well, I havent found an exact answer yet. But I do figure out some probable answer.

First of all, these days I have done a lot thinking about my own life.
I'm 27 this year, I am not qualify to be in 'old' category yet but definitely not young anymore.
Being living on this earth for 27 years, I have seen and experienced quite lots of things.
No, I dont have an interesting life nor an adventurous life. Im talking about achievements.
Most of the people in my life achieved something in their life. A good career, a life of their dream and some even got married and got a family of their own.
As for me, I could say that I have not achieve anything that I can be proud of..just yet.
If life is a marathon, I am definetely the one who is far way behind the run.
So, I was thinking, why not? My life maybe not be interesting, but maybe, just maybe I could found some memories that's worth looking back at 10 years later and called it an 'achievement of my life' as well.
And this blog may serve its purpose as a 'note book' of my life as I noted down every single happy memories that's worth remembering for.

As for the second reason, I dont have many friends.
Yea, I am not a sociable person.
However, I do have some good childhood friends but they are currently far away from me :(.
And yes, I do have great and friendly colleagues as I am working far away from my home town.
But no matter how nice they are, they have their own life, their own families too.
Since the day I came to this city, I ve been living all by myself, alone in a room and now, in a house.
Yeap, I'm lonely. And I get lonelier when I heard a news that my recent known colleagues are all planning to resign from work soon.
I understand that friends come and go. But I just couldn't handle any separation with people in my life.
Especially good friends I got so hard to know with.
I have no intention in stopping them from going as I know I have no rights in interfering them from achieving something for their life.
As they are leaving my life, I think this blog is the only place where I can 'pour' all my thoughts like I a diary of my life.

For the last reason, it is quite simple.
I AM BORED AND MY EXAM IS NEAR!!!
I am stressed and not having any motivation to study at all.
Like how people said, whenever it comes to study, looking at the blank wall can be so much more interesting. LOL!
Let's just hope that this blog isnt just temporary for me to quench my boredom.

Oh well, thats all for the reasons why I started this blog.
Ive been saying to myself that hopefully this blog isnt going to be like the prior one with dominance of sad posts. But I am almost never good in self discipline.
That explained why I am here instead of studying right now.

Some posts may not be worth remembering for, but it's still part of my life. As the time went pass days by days, years by years, as long as I never stop writing in this blog, it is going be my hero for noting every precious moment of my life.
And hopefully, I will become a hero of my own life by never stop believing that someday, I can achieve something I can be truly proud of.
I maybe way behind in the run, but with all the trips and falls, as long as I never stop running, my very own throphy will be there for me to grab. Cheers..